I just can't get it.......

I think you all already seen my first post but now,I really can't get it.....In somewhere tuition,I got some news about my friends' results....Some of them got a bad result(1A,2A,3A) but this is not happy for me.... For me,there are many clever person in them but they got the bad results and that means the exam is too hard....and I'm not happy at all..... Altought I get first in my school but there's still long to go.....They are really good......but I still a ''back'' person....Nothing I can do now.....I think some of you all already know who is me talking about.... but I still have to say that I didn't raise up the white flag yet. I remember last year,a person sent me a card.... and told me not to say dead before I try....So,I gotta to says thanks to that person....to let me not leading down....