Homeless

Here we are, with our signs,don't you see the big, black lines?Hungry, homeless, work for food,yes, I know they're really crude.But everyday at the red light,we walk the streets left and right,holding them out for all to see,the message is clear, Please help me!Most people just look ahead straight,can't stop now, they're running late!Until a child asks without a care,Why's that man standing there?The answers are pretty much the same,The one last drink, lost the game!So here we are, on our kneesour minds clamoring, yelling Please!Please let me live another day,I eat the things you throw away!Don't you think we deserve to live?A normal life, so WE could give?Instead of living off people's trash,we want to buy, NEW things with cash.Like you do...like you do.

The Battle

I knew this day would come.I knew it'd come to be.I knew I could not run.Because I knew it'd come to find me.I am on my knees.Waiting for a sign.Someone come save me please.Before it becomes my time.Sad memories,Soon to be forgot.Sweet victories,That I have never come across.I lost the battle,And now the war.I've been beaten down,Can't take any more.I knew this day would come,This day of doom.I've always known it would happen.Just not this soon.I've still got life to live.It's not supposed to be this way.But I can't take this.One more day.Sad memories.Forever to be lost.Sweet victories,That I will never come across.I've lost the battle.And now the war.I've been beaten down,Won't have to take anymore.Now I don't see a sign.There's no one to save me.From my own mind.I'll just rescue myself, I'm sure no one will mind.Sweet victory,I've found you now.I have won this war,But this shouldn't have been how.....

Lonely

Day after Days,Night after Night,The world moves as I stay still.Staring at my plain dark bedroom wall.Mother knocks on my door, but I feel too numb to answerShe cries, but I motionlessly don't answer.I lie on my bed,Screaming in my head.Pain forever with me never leaving.It goes with me everywhere.Like my shadow,Constantly there.Now my sister turning into darkness.She will before long be just like her brother.And mother will soon give in.The echo of glass breaking,The sound of my mother screaming,And me still emotionless as I lay.The doors are slamming.More glasses breaking.And me just falling,With no delay.Now the house grows dark.Only the noise of the wind and the crickets grows.And for me I have now been swallowed by the darkness.And all my fears have come true.

Daddy

My dearest daddy 'I love you',I think of you each day.I feel your arms around me,that's how I get through my days.Your looking down upon me,to guide me on my way,but its very hard without you,each and every day.People always tell me,the grieving will subside.But how can it get better,without you by my side.No matter how hard they try,to help me with this pain,I am all consumed by thinking,It will never be the same.I know one day we'll meet,in the Heavens up above.It's the one thing that helps me,to never forget your love.My dearest Daddy, I love you,Your with me every day.I will keep this love within me,until that beautiful day...

All Alone

I float in a pool of darkness.Cold presses in on me.I am alone.Floating aimlessly.I reach for sparks of hope.But rather than warm.They only burn.I ache with sorrow,I hunger to leave.To escape,to leave this prison.I crave to be free.To be heard, to be loved.....

Last Night

It is dark in this place.Once filled with hopes and dreams.It is now only hatred and pain.I am on my own side.Everyone else stays in the light.They are filled with happiness .While I am filled with anything but that.No one is with me.No one will ever be.They are happy,I am not.They will never understand me.Nor will they ever wish to.I can not blame them,I would also want to remain happy.But I have forgotten how I don't know how to go back to the sunshine.I only know rain and night now.I watch the moon.It is my only friend.It understands and listens.Though it never talks to me.It helps me throughout my life.It is my last light,my last light of hope, dream and my one love.And that shall never die out........

Studying in SMKBA........(Part 5)

Haiz...Another day has gone...and it still the same,nothing change in my life...Boring,boring and boring.....Studying in SMKBA really bad....No homework....No teachers who wants to teach.... and no pupils whose behaviour good..... Gangsters everywhere.... What kind of school is this ???? Everybody is asking me to change school to another...and I have reject all of them...Some of them feel strange to me and even angry...but how can I explain to them what status am I ???? Whatever....It's still not important again.....

Studying in SMKBA........(Part 4)

No surrprise... It's boring today.... Not even boring,everyone is angry to the behaviour of the sleepy pigsss(Teachersss). Haiz.....Can't their behaviour better ??!!!

Studying in SMKBA........(Part 3)

Haiz....What a boring year??!! Nothing to do at all....And I already can't stand with those teachers !!! Just like a sleepy pig !!!! After the ''Season Of The Folio'',there's nothing to do again.... Haiz..... What a stupid school??!! Tomorrow is the Hari Anugerah and I'm thinking it will be a boring,boring,boring and a boring day. Just keep hearing '' Number One is...... Number Two is......'' The exam is on Octorber and I have to study from now... That means.......''The boring is come after me again'' Haiz....Whatever.......