It is PERSONAL!!!!!!

WARNING: This blog is a personal blog!!! And it just for myself and personal friends.If you have seen this blog,please don't say to other people. REMEMBER,it is PERSONAL.

My face!!! My hands!!!My back!!!

Ouch!!! I still feel pain on my back. What a crazy activity!!??!! Our PPSM really crazy!!!! Lipsticks and paint colour on my face,lipstick on my hands, flour on my face,stickers everywhere on my face and my back had injurted...Haiz....but I'm already one of the lucky one,others are worst than me. Haiz...

Permata Pintar Competition,I'm coming!!!

Hoaray!!! I already get a chance for making myself into the ''Permata Pintar'' competition!!! Although everyone also can take part into it but this still means that I already step on,although I'm not very sure to win it,but I already try my best,hope that the day that I waiting through these days will comes true one day but there's still long to go for it....Whatever,I still can't get it up to the pupils in Sin Min and Ibrahim........

Studying in SMKBA........(Part 2)

Studying in SMKBA let me met some new friends and they are really nice to me....better than my other friends who with me in 6 years or 10 years...... I don't know wherether is God pity on me or wat,but I still want to thanks or it.....One of the friends that I met is a Indian boy but he really wants to be a Chinese boy(who cares??).....Actually,there's no best friend to me after I enter SMKBA....but now I saw the hope.....the hope of friendship...the hope of success......but who knows? Maybe I just a little bit lonely.....and there's somebody comes and talk with me??? Haiz....Whatever........

I just can't get it.......

I think you all already seen my first post but now,I really can't get it.....In somewhere tuition,I got some news about my friends' results....Some of them got a bad result(1A,2A,3A) but this is not happy for me.... For me,there are many clever person in them but they got the bad results and that means the exam is too hard....and I'm not happy at all..... Altought I get first in my school but there's still long to go.....They are really good......but I still a ''back'' person....Nothing I can do now.....I think some of you all already know who is me talking about.... but I still have to say that I didn't raise up the white flag yet. I remember last year,a person sent me a card.... and told me not to say dead before I try....So,I gotta to says thanks to that person....to let me not leading down....

I can't get it....

I think you all already seen my first post,but now I really have to say'' I can't get it''..... I really can't get it....Altought I get the first in SMKBA but

Studying in SMKBA........

Whenever someone ask me '' How's about your school?'' or ''Which school do you study'' ,the worst feeling of this world will come over me. ''Ibrahim?'' ''Sin Min?''.The answer always be ''NO'', and say nothing.... Studying in this school let me be a silent guy,not ever a happy KSA that you seen before.....In my school world,there's nothing that I can explain..... In tuition(almost every tuition) teachers always say about Sin Min,Sin Min and Sin Min.....I can't do anything,just can keep myself silent,silent and silent....... How about Ibrahim??? There's nothing i can say about it.......Other school's students always look down over me,not only look down ,is really don't want to be friend with me.....For me,that's ok....because there's nothing that can let me to pretent or anything that I'm not a SMKBA guy.......But i still want to say,one day,one day you will know my name again. Yes,it is. I will prove it to everyone. I dont have to mind what do you feel when you see this. Proud of myself? or another? I don't care about it. My mother always tell me to wait 2 years to prove it to everyone,but do you know how long it is???!!! But i will do my best to everyone. One day,Koh Swee An will relive again and then that time you will see it.....